I'm happy for you,
开心是因为你,
I'm smiling for you,
欢笑是因为你,
I'd do anything for you for you,
愿意倾尽所有也只为你,
It's always for you and never for me,
从未真正想过自己,
And I need it to stop so let me tell you please,
现在决定放下了多希望你可以听到我一直以来的心声,
I'm always sad and I'm always lonely,
心里藏着你的这段时间我只感到难过孤寂,
But I can't tell you that I'm breaking slowly,
但你却不知道对一个人的爱总会逐渐消失殆尽啊,
Closed doors,locked in ,no keys,
一直以来紧闭心门,
Keeping my feelings hidden there is no ease,
千愁万绪全都埋在心里是多么地难你又何曾了解,
I need it to stop and I want to be able to open up but,
真的坚持不下去了 是想洒脱地敞开心扉,
My feelings are fatal,
但内心早已支离破碎,
My feelings are fatal,
不堪一击了,
How many times must I keep it inside,
隐忍不言日复一日,
I need to let go and I swear that I've tried,
多次试过放手又总是自讨苦吃,
But opening up means trusting others,
但向他人袒露又需要彼此的信任,
And that's just too much I don't want to bother,
那对我来说太复杂了还是不去麻烦别人作罢,
So I keep it inside and bury it deep,
好吧又只能一如既往地深藏心底,
I know it's not healthy but you won't hear a peep,
我当然清楚这样没有好处但对你而言你再也不用受到我的打扰了,
Though I'm always sad and I'm always lonely,
纵使我再伤心再寂寞,
I could never tell you that I'm breaking slowly,
你也永远不用知晓,
Closed doors,locked in,no keys,
既然决定关了门上了锁也不需要钥匙去开了,
Keeping my feelings hidden there is no ease,
逃避了这么久再难也习惯了,
I need it to stop and I want to be able to open up but,
不想继续也不奢求谁去倾诉,
My feelings are fatal,
因为对你的这份感情,
My feelings are fatal,
真的让我觉得好辛苦,
My feelings are fatal,
累得仿佛要窒息了。