feelings are fatal - mxmtoon

I'm happy for you, 

开心是因为你,

I'm smiling for you, 

欢笑是因为你,

I'd do anything for you for you, 

愿意倾尽所有也只为你,

It's always for you and never for me, 

从未真正想过自己,

And I need it to stop so let me tell you please, 

现在决定放下了多希望你可以听到我一直以来的心声,

I'm always sad and I'm always lonely, 

心里藏着你的这段时间我只感到难过孤寂,

But I can't tell you that I'm breaking slowly, 

但你却不知道对一个人的爱总会逐渐消失殆尽啊,

Closed doors,locked in ,no keys, 

一直以来紧闭心门,

Keeping my feelings hidden there is no ease, 

千愁万绪全都埋在心里是多么地难你又何曾了解,

I need it to stop and I want to be able to open up but, 

真的坚持不下去了 是想洒脱地敞开心扉,

My feelings are fatal, 

但内心早已支离破碎,

My feelings are fatal, 

不堪一击了,

How many times must I keep it inside, 

隐忍不言日复一日,

I need to let go and I swear that I've tried, 

多次试过放手又总是自讨苦吃,

But opening up means trusting others, 

但向他人袒露又需要彼此的信任,

And that's just too much I don't want to bother, 

那对我来说太复杂了还是不去麻烦别人作罢,

So I keep it inside and bury it deep, 

好吧又只能一如既往地深藏心底,

I know it's not healthy but you won't hear a peep, 

我当然清楚这样没有好处但对你而言你再也不用受到我的打扰了,

Though I'm always sad and I'm always lonely, 

纵使我再伤心再寂寞,

I could never tell you that I'm breaking slowly, 

你也永远不用知晓,

Closed doors,locked in,no keys, 

既然决定关了门上了锁也不需要钥匙去开了,

Keeping my feelings hidden there is no ease, 

逃避了这么久再难也习惯了,

I need it to stop and I want to be able to open up but, 

不想继续也不奢求谁去倾诉,

My feelings are fatal, 

因为对你的这份感情,

My feelings are fatal, 

真的让我觉得好辛苦,

My feelings are fatal, 

累得仿佛要窒息了。

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